it’s been a while since i’ve done anything remotely artsy. i think i kinda miss it. i drew some things on my ipad today! it’s so therapeutic to zoom in, all the way in, and colour each pixel one by one.
reason to make things (if you want) #16: because it can help you realise that you don’t ruin everything. you’re capable of more than destruction. you can make good things, and you can make good things last. – @emmnotemma on instagram
everything feels slow and sluggish today. the colours around me are dull and faint. i wish i could alter my vision, colour in each greyed pixel. but i know there’s nothing wrong with my environment and that it is just as vibrant as before. there’s something wrong with my eyes :< bad thoughts galore.
what do you do when you feel sad for no reason? it is such a frustrating thing, to have a problem but not know what the root of the problem is. i’ll ask Z if and when i see her. meanwhile i will be kind to myself… TvT i hope tomorrow will be better.
a face in the crowd 