i’m loved!!! (you’re loved)

(look around you!!! it’s so painful but there are so many people walking with you!)

i am so incredibly lucky and a part of me feels guilty for being this lucky. i’ve been blessed with amazing friendsfamilyteachersmentors and it makes me sad how some of my friends haven’t been as lucky as i have been. (remember raeann!there is so much you should be grateful for.)

real raeann knows she’s been really, really lucky but sick raeann is so blind. >:•( i cannot listen to her lies. i am very very very very very very loved.

i can’t wait for my heart to be whole again. i can feel it repairing itself, slowly. the numbness is fading, i’ve been feeling more and more alive. it’s so nice to feel happy again and i want to spread it so badly……… i hope the people around me are as loved as i am. i hope they know that i’m there for them, too.

the sky has been so pretty lately.

chickens!!!!!!! 13.02.20

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