(an ((irrational)) stream of consciousness)
(i think a lot and i know i’m not thinking very productively, i ask questions and i let them stew inside my head, i am bad at problem-solving. i try to find answers but my quest for the Answer always only leads to more questions, i want to learn how to think critically. logically. rationally. i am deeply interested in philosophy and the very foundation of thought. i want to learn about the most powerful/destructive tool we have, our mind. ki is such an amazingly useful subject because it is actually directly applicable to all aspects of my life. i know it’s going to be tough. i know. i want to learn something that challenges me, that excites my soul. i’ve known i wanted ki from the start but i kept trying to convince myself that i didn’t because i was afraid… but i’ve been strangely unhappy with the subject combi i am taking now. i realise i’ve lost my joy for learning. i want it back. i want it back.)
a face in the crowd 